I'm back

Yesterday was a nightmare Paige won't let me out of her sight even lays on my feet hoping that I won't move or can't move...wrong. The minute I leave there is a screaming match, whenever she can't see me or I move an inch away off she goes. Was talking to my mum on the phone also yesterday and she screamed so I went to a room and closed the door for the whole hour she screamed its been going on for days and now has taken its toll. Feel like I'm a wreck or going to break down. Well I did been bursting into tears I think its the frustration who knows.

Well today she was a gem a different child, someone must've swapped kids during the night as she was nice and happy, Iwas getting to the stage where I was hoping she'd wake at 10 and give me some peace and time with Jackson, but all is well. Sofar so good, lets wait and c what tomorrow holds. Altho not to bad as I will be at work.

Al got home from work at about 3pm. I love fridays as he gets home earlier. We got organised and took the kids to the park gee it was cold but rugged the kids and us up and walked there. We then went to dinner as Al thought I needed time out which was great idea. We went to the Lang Warrin Pub, yum I had steak thought I needed some iron was feeling lathargic thought they might put some zest in my step.

Getting a quote tomorrow on some roller shutters on the kids bedroom windows as we have noisy neighbours and will just give me peace of mind as the kids rooms are at the other end of the house. Jacksons room is further to the back and there is a little road out the back there as we have no neighbours at the back just on either side of us, hope they're not going to cost a fortune, lets keep everything crossed. Will keep you posted on this.